Hey guys,
Well what can I say? It’s nearly time for the return of football, jeez its felt a long summer! So I thought id pop down some thoughts.
Normally at this stage of off season I’m itching to get back to football & back with my mates, this time I’m just not! I’m sat here thinking in all honesty can I be bothered? I guess football goes In cycles like most things. 
I’ve been going to football a while now and seen most things In football and seen a lot of the main stadiums multiple times. This season theres only 4 grounds that are new to me well that’s because one of them is brand new and none of us have been!
That buzz just isn’t there like it was in the past, the long trips up & down from Manchester fills me with dread and knowing it’s just eating into life. The long away trips up & down the country. 
The feeling of isolation on the platform with one friend gone. Knowing that all my mates are I’m the same stadium yet other parts and I’m just sat there on the platform feeling isolated, with the away fans singing in my ear, my friends all singing united songs and I’ll be there just me!
Don’t get me wrong by the time I’m in full swing again I’m sure I’ll be loving football and feeling fine I just don’t have that pre- season buzz for football this 19-20 season I’m pretty sure there’s a reason that I’ve not realised yet but we will see.
I’m mixing it up too this season and going to a few united women games, hopefully that’ll help, this won’t come a surprise to many as I felt crappy at the end of last season, saying that who didn’t?
Anyway I’ll be back with my match day blogs come August with our first game against Chelsea…
Vicky xxx