Afternoon all,
Monday, started with more tears, the pain was terrible this morning.
My cousin came today, so it was food shopping! We went round Tesco at a slow pace picking up mine & her shopping. I got a few bits to try last me into next week as I won’t see my cousin next week with it being Christmas.
After coming home I sat listened to music something I do a lot when my depression is bad. 
I also booked my first trip of 2019 I’m going to Paris, France for 3 days in March. So I’m super excited about that! Although I’ve been to Paris I’ve never actually took time out to sightsee so that’ll be fun!
My brother cane later bd I had a few things I needed todo. I just wasn’t hungry though so didn’t eat. I had another cry after peter left.
Before I knew it the evening was done and I was on my bed with the cats we watched a bit of TV and then put radio x on and then cried my self to sleep, hoping tomorrow is a better day.

Vicky xx