I wasn’t going to blog today because I’ve another match day blog coming as it’s the FA cup weekend! However I was sat at my desk and I just felt like writing!
I was thinking back to my goals, I’ve been sat reading and I don’t know why but I find it so calming, I don’t know why I stopped really, I’ve read half a book today! I’ve always loved reading, my favourite author is John Grisham! When I was at uni I use to love nothing more than read a good crime novel after a day of lectures in law!
It got me thinking about self care, I’ve decided I’ll try and read first thing in the morning every day. It’s always quite then, I love to pop the radio on and just start reading my book, I hate silence I’ve always been the same, I feel like I can’t focus without noise!
But anyway away from reading, I’ve done some thinking today, I’m going to have a total clear out on my social media like honestly It’s needed!
Friendships you see work both ways, saying that I truly believe people come into your life for a reason and sometimes it’s for a long time like James who I’ve known for 17 years this year or sometimes people just pop in and out.
When my life changed with the RA and then the Wheelchair and now the worsening health. I’ve lost so many people in my life so I’ve focused on them and felt bad about my self and that hasn’t helped the acceptance journey I need to go on .. to improve my own wellbeing so I guess I’m saying if people want to hang around because they want to then great but if they don’t that’s fine too.